oh hai!

hi there.

once upon a time i started a blog and i was all like "imma write on dis blog all uv da timez." hahahaha no. that didn't pan out and i fell off the blogging bus sometime around summertime. but now... i'm back WITH A FREAKING VENGEANCE... not really, i'm even busier now, so don't count on me posting ever ever ever again.

but let's do a quick update before we part company...

since i last wrote i...

1-found out i'm hypoglycemic. funnnnn.
2-left a band.
3-got accepted into two colleges. working on a third.
4-watched "that thing you do." probably the third-best movie ever.
5-lost years off my life due to lack of sleep.
6-saw children 18:3 play three times. once a month! happiness.

that's it. i'm bored, i have school to finished. sayonara. FOREVERRRR!!!!! 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goodnight

coming soon... for the very second time

"and with all this romantic atmosphere, disaster's in the air"

the truth

50 bucks is too much for a skateboard. 

the worst blogger in the history of the world

i just gave myself that title. because i'm so bad at updating this blog. hahaha. so be happy that i'm here today. so let's see. what's up with me.

oh yeah, i'm gonna see family force 5 tomorrow. that's big. especially since i got to see children 18:3 last night. so... that's big. then on wednesday, i leave for utah and right after that trip ends, i go to fellowship games camp to help lead worship there.

so, i'm keeping busy.

you should be to.

stop reading this blog and make something of yourself.

problem with vacation 2

i know i just posted, but can you say "spotty internet?" gosh... set up an access point or something, people!

problem with vacation number 1

my guitar rig is not here. i really miss the feeling of sticking the beat-up, old cords into the worn amplifier jacks, waiting for the amp to warm up and clicking on the distortion and shredding like there's no tomorrow... ahhhh... i miss my guitars right now.

heyyyyyyyy

so... it's been a really long time since i updated this blog! it's practically turning into another "iowadski" blog hahaha.

it's kind of funny, because there is absolutely no reason for me to ever update this blog again. i mean, nobody even reads it anymore, i don't think. people tend to get tired of clicking on the deepestthoughtscompiled.blogspot.com in the address bar (after you've only typed "dee", because no other sites that i can think of start with "dee") and seeing a post called "new relient k song" over and over and over and over and over and over and- well you get the idea. but, because i pretend that i am a nice person, i will update this blog sometimes. not that i think you really care what's going on in my brain, but because i occasionally have too much time and decide to waste it on the internet.

and now, i guess you want to know why i didn't update my blog, don't you, josh?

1-nobody reads it except you
2-i was working on an album
3-i had finals
4-i was working for other people
5-i didn't feel like it

and that's where i've been since the twenty-second of april, a day which will live in infamy. and now, i bid you farewell, because i like to pretend i am talking when i type because i am like that and now i am bored and being immature and trying to make this sentence into a fairly impressive run-on or pretty much a long text message from the average fourteen-year-old american female minus the spelling mistakes and all caps and keyboard pounding and a lot of "lol"ing and "omg"ing. Okay now my sentence is done and i'm going back to the real world. you should to. it's nice out.